Several months ago I posted an observation that my DADT SO was OK with me wearing leggings, primarily as pajamas. That morphed into her buying tights for me, and eventually support pantyhose when I mentioned they helped with leg fatigue. She was always encouraging me to buy more leggings and tights when Ross or Marshall's had their clearance sales. I now have at least 30 pair, some of which are highly patterned, and some very sheer hose.
A few weeks back I mentioned that one of the things I really wanted to go with these was some longer men's tops that would go down about mid-thigh, sort of like women's tunics. That would cover up any indiscreet bulge from my boy parts under the leggings when I was lounging about. I was surprised to her her say that she had just bought some tunics at Target and would I like to try them on.
Oh boy, do not over-react and spoil this I think. With as much nonchalance as I could muster, I said sure. The first top was a wine colored filmy rayon turtleneck that was a little clingy, but felt so good. She had a black one that I liked better, and when I told her I thought black was a better color, she brings out what could only be called a dress.
It's made from the same silky rayon fabric but has a cowl neck and goes to the knee. There is no way I think that she'll go for this, but she says try it on. I had on some dark purple tights at the time, and they really looked good together. I said it felt terrific, and I was stunned to her her suggest I wear it for the evening. I look very feminine in this, and I asked if she was really OK with it. Since she has previously said I couldn't crossdress, this created a true mind warp when she said sure.
I wore the "top" to bed with tights and she didn't say anything the next morning. That evening she said that we should go back to Target while they still had the clearance stuff and look for more tops. They had plenty in the XXL size she recommended, and we came out of the store with a half dozen tops and one more that is actually a knit dress. I haven't worn that yet, and I'm trying to tone it down and wear boy clothes more often so it doesn't look like I'm shifting all the way to girl things.
This is all very confusing. Trying to hit the sweet spot where I can wear Anna's things openly sometimes while not triggering the no-crossdressing reaction is very difficult. I truly love the feel of these tops with tights, and would wear them every night if I didn't fear the potential tipping point where I could no longer wear any girl stuff. Part of me imagines she is getting gradually more comfortable with my dressing, and that over time I could expand my wardrobe. The dilemma is whether to enjoy this newly found experience for as long as I can and not risk a reaction, or slowing push the boundary and let Anna have more expression. Comments?
, Wel it sounds like the ball is in her
court now, Just don't overwhelm her with this program now...
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