Hello all! I am a CD that is moving quickly thru my 50's and started to CD when I was around five; why I started is beyond me.
Last night I watched a TED talk on TV on treating transgender kids and the positive outcomes occurring these days. It hit me somewhat as I watched it with respect to it gave me pause to wonder who/what/where would I be today if I had had access to all the information on the internet/social media on the transgender phenomenon we have today?
I ask myself this because as I was very young at starting CD'ing in the 1960's and I felt that it was very wrong and I was afraid of being caught by my parents. I also knew absolutely nothing about CD'ing or what transgender was. At times throughout my early childhood and through to mid-teens I had feelings of wanting to be a female. It was not strong enough of a feeling to say that I was saying to myself that I was a girl in a boy's body but again, "what did I know about this feeling"?
So I continued to hide my CD tendencies from everyone and was very alone in my thoughts.
So I wonder what might have been my path in life if there was the Internet and the level of awareness we have today on this matter. Would I have been able to open up to my parents as I learned more about who I was from accessing what we have now and would my parents have been knowledgable as well and want to help me through my struggles?
Would I have taken a different route from the one I followed of total secrecy and conforming to being a boy's boy???
I am not despondent over my life choices as I am in a good spot; last night just triggered that thought.
Does anyone else feel the same?