After trying a million outfits on I have finally managed to pluck up the courage to go out in the daylight. Click here to see what you think I find it so difficult to feel confident, it feels like the eyes of the world are burying in to every part of me and then other times I just think sod it I don't care any more. I know actually that most people won't even notice me and those that do don't really care, they're just getting on with their own lives but jeez I just wish my confidence wouldn't get knocked so easy. I'm not like that at all in male mode. I guess its just baby steps