I notice a preoccupation on this site with chasing Youth And Beauty - inter alia, wanting to recapture being the young woman that one never was - living, dressing and making oneself up for the part, and outright believing that one looks many years younger that way. I'd like to ask across the board why they feel that way and whether they feel they've any underlying motivation.
I can somewhat get the beauty part of it - women are held unfairly to occasionally unreasonable standards of beauty, and I reckon we who present ourselves as women in spite of the baggage we carry from being born male would face a potentially daunting struggle to attain that same standard.
I know that, being in my early 20s, I'm definitely not of the age to ask this of myself just yet. Maybe I'll ask myself that in a couple decades or more.