My wife seems to be mocking me. It has been just over a year since I came out to her as trans. Never one for makeup, she has begun to dabble in it. She has always kept her hair rather short. In the last year, she has let it grow, and now she seemingly flaunts it. She makes sure she mentions at least a couple of times a day how long it is getting, much to my chagrin. Maybe it's just me. Maybe I'm being overly sensitive. I don't know. All I do know for sure, it that my desire to be who I really am, to be me, is so overwhelming, so all consuming, that I can no longer hold it back. To watch someone whom I love with all my heart, and purports to love me as well, throw it back in my face, well, it hurts. It really hurts.