Hi girls. One subject I rarely see discussed here is members who have developed a close relationship with a male admirer on-line. Maybe it's because it is a rarity or something we are reluctant to discuss if it has happened. I've made mention of my "affair" in some of my replies to threads but have been hesitant to start a new topic on the subject. Well, here I go. Why not. It's not something I'm at all embarrased about or concerned about any negative reaction.
I met this guy on a crossdress chat site 8 years ago. . We had a good discussion and he obviously was attracted to me. I was on webcam and had photos on my profile. I could also see his pics and was a good looking athletic guy. He also lived in Australia but about 1500 km away. We exchanged emails and I began sending him photos and messages anytime I dressed and he always responded with compliments and confirmation of how much he was attracted to me.
When I began dressing in my 30's I developed a bisexual tendency which was only really evident when I was Tracey. I loved to be admired by men and love that I aroused them sexually. It made me feel so much more female. Having a special guy who treated me as his girlfriend added a wonderful extra dimension to my TG experience. We continue to exchange emails regularly and express deep love and desire for each other. We both know that we will never meet, but the fantasy we enjoy is a true pleasure . We are both married and of course our wives don't know about our relationship but it hasn't affected my marriage at all. It has enhanced my joy of crossdressing tremendously and I always feel grateful that I met this guy.
Love to hear from any other girls who have similar experiences
Tracey