Now that I have realized that I have a need to express the girl inside me, I realize this is going to be a rollercoaster of emotions. I am 99% sure that my SO will be in total opposition to it/me/Rian, so I can't see anything other than doing this in secret. As I ponder on this, my emotions change from exhilaration at the thought of dressing, to guilt, to denial and self-loathing. I'm exhausted already. Please ladies, any advice? Thanks. I think I'd be drowning without this place.
Rian