Tough topic
During my adolescence I had a reoccurring dream on a regular basis (at the time viewed as a nightmare)
I was trapped in a situation of being constantly feminized by Tgirls seemingly gg but with the bits.
This started while I was in a situation of being sexualy abused by a older male(supposedly family friend) (this started during the early 70s and due to my age and the trusted position of the abuser, when trying to communicate to parents and others was dismissed)
A few years into that part of early life I started to wear female clothing getting it wherever I could (my doing not the abusers, I never wore any items of feminine nature while being the victim of his actions, that was for me.
That dream and it's many versions has been a part of my sleep for over 40years, sometimes I welcome it's reoccurrence. These days I understand my need to"dress" and why, but it was confusing during my life till then.
I didn't know of Tgirls CDs trans at the time of initial dreams (about 12 or13) only finding out about the other world 4 or five years later.Can you imagine what I thought.
Now it is exciting then paranoia
Please note if commenting on my post don't offer sympathy for the abuse just have an understanding (age @start 7 1/2 escaped 15.25)
gina shiney