Ok so sometimes when I'm at work with colleagues or hanging out with family and friends that don't know about my crossdressing I catch myself smiling because I wonder what they'd think if they knew. So I smile and wonder and fantasize about different senarios or coversations we might have if they knew. When I'm at work and I'm stressed or just haven't dressed for a while I get this feeling of excitement when I know I'm going to go home and have Nicole time do you girls ever feel this way?