Hi all,
I have gone through various purges and always ended up replacing what i had gotten rid of.
My latest purchases have extended to a very cheap wig and inexpensive make up so i could at least experiment when i got the fleeting chance to try out new things.
I recently thought about purging again (mainly guilt related as in the closet) but rode out those feelings and what i have actually found is that my desire to dress, although still there, is suppressed enough for me to not take risks that may lead to me getting caught out.
I feel more relaxed in myself knowing that my little hoard is still there and not the uncontrollable urge to replace and then subsequently try to dress at every opportunity no matter what the cost.
Don't get me wrong, my hiding place is not ideal (boot of the car) and this came to the forefront the other day when i was involved in a minor accident and dread set in about what i would do when the car went to the garage to be fixed (everything worked out btw).
Anyway going back to my original point. I feel that purging causes heightened and more uncontrollable cd feelings than if you just keep that little secret exactly that and don't give into the guilt/purge god's.
That's my experience anyhow 😝
MissS