This question is based on a question I posed in the TS section about the use of hormones and the effect on T levels. I also asked this question away from the forum and the answer is inconclusive, it may have an enormous effect on one person and nothing at all in others , the higher percentage still dressed and transitioned to some degree .
In my case I know my high T level has been the major driving force, so I asked if the level faded naturally or thorough hormones and the need faded or disappeared altogether would I appear a fraud ? All the heartache and pain over the years for myself and my family, needn't have been !
I then went onto ask do I really want to stop ? We joke sometimes about the magic pill to cure us , would we take it ?
I hate to say this but I love this side of me, the whole things of putting together outfits, learning the art of makeup, choosing the right wig and then assembling it all to be part of you that has been hidden, buried and denied for so long. When you no longer have the guilt and shame society imposes on you , it just feels good to be comfortable dressed as the female that you were partly born as. I know going out socially has made me feel more this way, but it doesn't feel a lie.
I know I have the added complication of the way my CDing started also started my problems with GD linked to AGP but that isn't for everyone and I have to find ways to deal with it . At least I know what I'm dealing with now so I can move forward with those issues