So tonight I came out to my roommate . I was so nervous . She was in her bedroom and I told her I needed her on the couch . She came out and I told her ... she said "that's awesome " . She then took me to her closet and let me try on some of her dresses . I shopped online and ordered a wig , breast forms , two pairs of heels and three dresses !! She told me to put it in her name !! She's also a make up artist for a living . I feel so happy right now . It wasn't easy but I did it ! I am wearing one of her dresses with her now ...