Hello ladies ,I haven't posted anything here for quite sometime.Every Saturday night I get dressed and sit in front of my computer and visit this site.I look forward to my dressing time all week .I can't wait to get dressed ,the thought of dressing up is what gets me through the workweek.Last weekend I was dressed with full makeup ,including false lashes and nails.The plan was to go for a drive enfemme but as I was waiting for it to get dark the desire to leave the house dressed left me .After a couple of hrs I took my girly things off washed my face and thought what am I doing ,why did I bother.This has happened a few times.I don't know what's going on.When I'm getting dressed I feel like I want to stay that way all night but after a couple of hours I've had enough.Is it because when I crossdress I only sit around the house?I hope I'm not getting bored with this activity.I enjoy my femme time I just wish my Karen time lasted a lot longer.Thanks for listening.