Well the SO has been acting kinda different this weekend. Suspicious as usual,out of the blue she started saying,maybe you don't go to work,maybe there is another woman your seeing,"how do I know your at work when you say you are there ?" My response, if you have trust issues, let's go to marriage counseling, I feel the idea is marinating in her head,and maybe I planted a seed. I'm thinking maybe of having the talk with her if we go to counseling with a professional there to assist her with any questions she may have , any opinions? At this point I don't know if she suspects,if she knows,if she found Jennifers closet,or is it that maybe someone is giving her some goofy advice. I wonder whats on her mind? Am I standing at a crossroads? Am I at a point in life where I have to stop lying to myself and those who love me to come full circle and find my true self? The job will not let me,and no room for acceptance in my work environment no place for a CD trying to find myself and matching my soul with how I look outside. I don't know, any comments, opinions ,please do. I wanted to vent. Thanks for reading.