Thank you Kelly. Everyone has said such nice things. It restores my faith in human nature!
I am feeling some raging conflict. it just won't calm down as I know people are saying I need to. I want to quietly accept and gently come into this. But it's more of a 24/7 rage. Which is really unsettling me. I had some counselling online and the phych has been lovely. But she has advised me now to see a doctor as some of this is physiological. Which I don't know where that takes me. It all seems to be happening so fast.