It's definitely the way my brain is hardwired. It just releases the feel good neurotransmitters when I crossdress.
If it was due to wearing frilly dresses in our youth then half of the world would be crossdressers. In the schools I attended in my youth we had womenless beauty pageants, and pep rallies with skits that had lot of crossdressing. My friends sometimes crossdressed for Halloween or just on a dare. Crossdressing was just a joke to them. However, as far as I know, I was the only one who is a real crossdresser.
