(I'm new, so please forgive any unintended boo-boo's)
I'm not sure where I fit in - or if anything I have to say has value here. What do you think?
Years ago, I was fully transition bound (MTF) - therapy, electrolysis, hormones, "coming out" to family and friends... the whole deal.
Surprisingly (to me), I got no major negative reactions. My sister even commented "I've always wanted a sister." Wow!
Then one day it happened - I stopped!
There is a whole laundry list of issues that added up to me olooking in the mirror one day and saying to myself "this isn't going to work for you".
The biggest reasons were: an uncooperative physique, fear, and the ultimate killer - finances!
These days I live with the longing, the "want", and yes, a certain amount of "need to", but I have found a delicate balance - living in my birth-gender role and only expressing my feminine self in private.
So - am I in the right place, or should I tiptoe out and move on?
Thank you for reading my ramblings,
Sara