Hi! Ok so this is my 4th attempt at sharing something about myself and the other three have gone on and on. I want to keep this short and to the point. I've been a member in CD.COM for 10+ years and just recently visited this forum for the first time and have been doing a lot of reading. I'm in my late 50's and just recently discovered through working with a wonderful therapist (three months and counting) that I have gender dysphoria and have since I was very young. I have spent most of my life denying and supressing my true feelings. My therapist thinks we need to take our time so I can figure out where this is going and I agree with her. I'm married 24 years with two teenagers and my marriage is extremely important to me. My wife has known I crossdress since before we married but has never been cool with it. I recently came off a 6+ year hiatus and that has her kind of freaked out. So, if I could live life anyway I wanted to it would be fully presenting as a woman, taking hormones, possibly FFS, completely identifying as a woman in every way.....except I have never desired to have SRS and don't feel that's something I would want. Where I go from here is continuing therapy, figuring out exactly where this is going to lead, and continuing to try and be a good husband and dad to my family. Part of me yearns to go for it while part wants to see if I can live more of a dual life. I'm just not sure. So, am I in the right place?