Would say #4.
Would say #4.
If it was easy, everyone would be doing it.
Right now, the level of acceptance is not even on the scale. Probably about an 11 and 3/4ths. "Hell no, you're outta here!".
I would say #3, though I could probably be a #2 if I pushed it, which I have not.
Please call me Jamie, I always_have crossdressed, I always will, "alwayshave".
If I had a spouse a 10 would be nice, an 9 would be OK. anything less and I would go back into the closet. I don't handle arguing well.
My commitment to my SO is more important.
Leslie Mary Shy
Remember this:
You do not have to be a man to love a woman, or be a woman to love women's clothes on her or yourself.
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I would say I am at a 7 she knows what i do. She doesn't want me going out but I have for a drive even gotten fuel in the truck of course in another town.
We do shop for her and one time here recently she asked if I needed anything but quickly took it back lol And Yes I do love this woman
anything above a 5 would be nice
Leann
If you can't laugh and have fun you might as well go home.
We are #5 but:
1) I have no desire in going out in public.
2) I get help with make-up when I ask for it.
We are both happy with my dressing.
I would have to say a 3 leaning towards a four. We have been out together and she is ok with it but I don't pass unless at a distance.
My wife and I have been together for over ten years and we recently got married. She said prior to us getting married that the crossdressing wouldn't be a deal breaker as long as I didn't need to transition and I didn't need to present as a woman outside of the house. So leading up to the wedding I did a lot of thinking on it and the question I came up with in order to examine what I needed was this:
If she was fully accepting, how would what I do change?
Every time I asked myself this, my answer was pretty much #3. Which is just a bit better than how things are currently.
I would almost find that erotically scary. Being dragged over the line like that.
I pass as well as Tootsie. Not good. We have gone to several parties with me in fem and had a great time with us together doing it.
She actually made a comment that she suspected I do this. I don't.
I've swapped out my old cotton underwear to silky men's bikinis. Shave almost everything. Not an issue with her.
Honestly, I'd love to be a #2. I just can't pass. Reality is maybe a 4.5.
As I know what triggers my desire to crossdress, and even told my ex, I would want her to accept that I: 1. Didn't choose this. It's something that happened to me that causes me to feel this way, and 2. Not consider it a personal failing. She felt that I wasn't man enough to control my desires, that I should just stop doing it because it wasn't appropriate for a grown man to be unable to stop himself from doing wrong things. She equated it to simple right and wrong; she would say something like, well we sometimes get angry and have the urge to hit people but don't do THAT, right? So why can't you just NOT put on clothes that you shouldn't be wearing? Why is that so hard?
And this is what has stuck with me. This feeling that every woman will feel the same way, and it seems to be true oh, about 99% of the time. As men, we're expected to always be in control of ourselves, we have to be the reliable, stable one all the time, because to them, what's what a man is supposed to be. We have to be the responsible one. No matter what.
I'd want the woman I'm with to understand that I'm no more perfect than she is, and her to be ok with that.
Some causes of crossdressing you've probably never even considered: My TG biography at:http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...=1#post1490560
There's an addendum at post # 82 on that thread, too. It's about a ten minute read.
Why don't we understand our desire to dress, behave and feel like a girl? Because from childhood, boys are told that the worst possible thing we can be, is a sissy. This feeling is so ingrained into our psyche, that we will suppress any thoughts that connect us to being or wanting to be feminine, even to the point of creating separate personalities to assign those female feelings into.