Took a morning drive and when I got home I had a coffee with my wife and she asked me if I enjoyed myself, and how much relaxed and happier I look after a drive. I have been trying to cut it down because its a very high risk. We talked about how it excelled through out the years and because she doesn't come with me she asked me how I felt it excelled for me and how much I have advanced. I pointed it out to her and this is what I said
: started dressing from waist down, pantyhose, skirt or slip
: fully dressed every Halloween for the last 10 years
: twice a year fully dressed only at night
:took a chance and gassed up car only at night at a quite gas station
:few times a year daylight
:twice a month daylight and night
:started gassing car in daylight
nce a week daylight
:twice a week daylight and gassing up car on every occasion
:three times a week and desided to slow it down.
: this week out on Thursday and again this morning and both times putting gas in car.
I told her I'm scared out of my mind where it's going from here, we can see the sequence that I'm taking more and more chances and the scary part is I'm starting to feel comfortable dressed and don't feel like everyone is staring at me. I told her I tried to stop during the summer but I can't, I'm addicted and I have a feeling with the bigger and bigger chances I'm taking its just a matter of time till I get seen and then I will stop.
Wow looking back I didn't realize how far I have come, I know it's not much compared to some others here but I call myself a closet dresser but I can't remember the last time I dressed in the house (boring). Talking to my wife I realized I have been taking steps forward and didn't even know it, anybody else here ever take a look back and realize now that you are farther from the closet then you thought, or want to share a sequence that developed through out the years.