I get these feelings once in a while when I feel like I want to take estrogen and transition to female but only as far as that and breast implants. From my stature and face I already have many female qualities, this often makes me want to transition. I have no adams apple or strong masculine facial features. My body naturally makes some estrogen and makes less test then a healthy female and I'm on male hormones now. Gay men who are into feminate gays often tell me I'm very attractive. But I wouldn't want to do it if I looked like a man, at all. I feel so bad for the trans people who try to transition but they just look like men, especially when their hair thins and they have strong jaw lines and big hands. I could make this feeling go away entirely if you showed me what I would like in 10 years and you showed me a masculine looking trans person. Im 95% I wouldn't look masculine at all and trans people have told me I would be a very good candidate, but that %5 doubt seems like a huge risk. I don't know why but it does, I would have to be happy looking into a mirror. Dressing as a woman as a man gives me a kick but that a totally different feeling that I would have to give up.