I was thinking about how I live my life now, as Jean, a transgender person. It's only been a couple years now that I've been living this way.T-shirt and jeans at work, when I'm not working it's whatever I want. Typically a short skirt or dress, sometimes skinny jeans. One of my friends called me a Fashionista, I guess I am kinda. I just bought this dress today at goodwill. I like the neckline and fit, but it goes to the floor. I took my scissors and now it's above the knee. Now I have something new to wear to karaoke Wednesday night. I have had people ask how can I do what I do. That I must be brave. I will answer, "I don't know I'm use to it". The way I see it , I'm selfish. I dress as I want and don't care if you like it or not. It is a challenge, I don't have an unlimited budget. What got me thinking about this was a post I read this morning. Someone that hasn't walked out the door yet. It really wasn't that Long ago, it was me opening the door and stepping out for the first time.