I've been gone for a few years from this forum. I was asked why I left. As I re-established my profile, I began thinking. I got a knot in my stomach this weekend.
I've gone off and had some wonderful adventures in dressing in public. Basically coerced a friend into a dalliance he was uncomfortable with, for my benefit I guess. I Came out to my wife and got slammed, totally.
I understand this community is very helpful. I am great full of that. You all are the the best, I say in advance.
I am writing vague paragraphs. But I felt like crying all day. I have read that gender dysphoria is a real thing. I do wish I could go trans, but the cost is big. I'm 60 this year, just for perspective. I envy the younger girls.
Candy