It was a simple plan,do my makeup ,get dressed and when it was late enough take a drive to the local Library and drop some books into the night return slot.I've done this a few times no problem.So off I go .The first red light I have to stop for a truck pulls up beside me with 2 grungy (sorry) looking guys hanging out the windows,I'm praying they don't look my way ,I'm hiding my face but I 'm wearing my Blonde wig and I feel like it's glowing in the dark.They never look and we move on .I pull into the Library parking lot which is a short distance from the doors.The lot is well lit and looks empty.I swing my legs out the door trying to get out like a lady but before my heels hit the pavement I see a young couple walking towards me.I panic and swivel back in.They pass within 10 ft of my car heading to the little park beside the lot.I wait a few minutes and get ready to drop the books.I then notice the lights are on inside the Library, its the cleaning crew and there is a guy doing the windows at the front door just feet from the slot. Changed my mind and left,don't know why I was scared.Thought I'd pick up a coffee at the drive thru,I've done this a couple of times also.At the entrance there is a group of teens standing close to where you place your order ,again I chicken out.Back to the Library I go,no one there,I don't see any activity in the Library.I exit the car and start walking ,the click clack of my heels sounds extremely loud.I stop and look around and listen for noise .I'm closer to the car than I am to the Library and something tells me to go back to the safety of the car which I do.Weird.I was happy with the way I looked I don't know why I was so frightened to have someone see me .I hate feeling like this.I was going to try a daylight drive this week but now I'm not sure.Going to try the Library again to-night wearing my Chestnut wig (doesn't glow) and my flats.Stealth mode.Wish me courage.