A year ago my dreams came true and my SO fully embraced my feminine side. So much so that she became my personal shopper and jewelry designer. She likes thrift shops and rarely comes home without something for Anna. I now have an entire closet of clothes and lingerie and over 30 pairs of ultra cute heels and booties. My jewelry racks are full of bracelets and necklaces, and she has made me over 60 pairs of clip earrings. She lets me dress whenever I'm not working and is encouraging me to try new styles. Sounds like heaven, right?
So over the past few weeks I've only been working a few days a week preparing for retirement and spend most of my free time dressed. What I'm experiencing is wonderful, and at the end of the day as I put on my satin nightgown I'm happy. What I can't figure out is why the previous sensations have changed dramatically. I used to be really excited to have just a few hours in nylons and heels, and the sensuality of feeling bra straps and silk blouses and dangle earrings against my neck was intoxicating. Now, not so much. The more time I spend dressed the more it just seems... normal.
I'm into my 3rd day dressed as Anna. I haven't had any guy stuff on since Monday and while I'm still enjoying it immensely, the feminine "high" just isn't there. I hope to be able to continue being Anna, but I'm now wondering if after a few days/weeks/months I'll no longer feel the urge.
Anyone else experience this?