I have been dressing for 30ish years, since i was around 15. i have always been up front when im in a relationship which has always helped.
My wife is good with the dressing, but sometimes coming out to friends is a little hard, think she is trying to protect me from being hurt.
But have found coming out to female friends are so much easier than male friends, i have come out to a great friend reciently and we hugged and cried a little aswell, she is such a great person and also lifts me up aswell.
but took me a couple months to tell my wife i told our friend. I guess sometimes its private but lifting to tell someone you love and trust.
When it feels rite to totaly trust and feel comfortable your life is more relaxed.