Hey everyone, I'm new to the site but loving it so far. Just had a question about definitions. I'm genetically make, 38, married 18 years, but have always felt/identified internally as female. Until a recent change to our income status, our plan had always been for full SRS transition; my wife isn't lesbian but feels that I would still be the same person only happen after transition and that physical intimacy would only change not go away, so she always wanted it to happen. If anything, more than me, as i hadn't thought of it as a realistic possibility until she convinced me it was. But as I said we can no longer afford such a massive expense, so it's status quo now, which for better part of 15 years has been wearing only female clothes, going by my femme name, etc; I haven't even owned a pair of men's pants in over a decade. But now that transition is out of reach I'm a little confused whether I still identify as ts or if now as CD. I never considered myself a cross dresser before because I've always thought of myself as female despite the plumbing, but now without that end goal in reach anymore I find myself a bit lost.