Alice, don't let your evil, the devil sister or anyone else in your family win by hurting you. If you do what you suggest doing, that will not help you at all and all the crazy people that are hurting you, will still be with out you trying to care for them. Pick up your suit case and get in your car and drive away as far as you can and don't tell them a thing. Go to a shelter if you have to and start a new life. The new life has to be better, where ever it is, no one to torture you any more. You seem like a carrying and lovely person, go out in the new world with out all the hell you are leaving behind you, just be your self and you will find peace and new friends to care for you. Marshalynn