The continuing adventures of Sarah
Took a new photo a few weeks ago for work ID; got the new ID this week. I wasn't thinking and did my, "sweet girly pose" in the photo. Oh wow, my skin is so much better compared to my old photo, but my expression...
So wife asked what I wanted to do on our day off together Saturday. I said, "Go to Ross," with a laugh because that's what we do now. I was feeling a bit brave and put on some panties before we left, very basic, but very feminine ones. We had some awesome Sushi, then hit up stores and shopped. We are standing in the skin care section of TJ Maxx and she's just openly talking about what kind of masks we are going to wear, and products that we might use together, still blows my mind. Of course she's become really into skin care and spa stuff with me, but clothes, not so much. I mentioned I wanted something like a night gown, and she was like go ahead, but I could tell it was a bad idea. Still I enjoyed looking at clothes with her and we'd joke about how something would look on her, and then how it would look on me. I picked out some purple leggings and gave them to her to buy me. I tried to buy her all kinds of stuff but she would only let me buy her a couple little things.
On the way home we stop for a bottle of wine. We get home and bring in our bags. She grabs me yanks up my shirt and pulls my light teal panties up. "What are these!" she asks, laughing but a bit annoyed, "Why are your panties prettier than mine?"
"I guess you should buy prettier panties then," I said.
It was a laugh but I could tell she was annoyed. "It was pretty obvious what you were wearing when you bent over to pick the bottle up from the bottom shelf," she said. Later that night we're laying in bed and she asked me nicely to take them off, and well anyway...
Later she asked me not to wear them around her, I promised I wouldn't again. I told her I felt bad about making her uncomfortable and she said she really didn't think I did. I am still in amazement about how far we've come, and how understanding she's become. I wish I could make this part of me go away sometimes just to make her life easier.