Firstly, I have to say that I am sad when my topic about "best breastform you used..." has been deleted (don't know why, are we really that strict?) But I can understand that this forum is just only for discuss about "minded problems".
So, here is my problem, In my country, people is very feudatory, if they reveal me as a crossdresser, my life would be fail, so the crossdressing activities are my secret. <<< this is the topic now
- I wear women clother and boobs whenever no one left around, play with my body, watch and taste my body in the very very very closed room, take some photo without showing my face...and so on, in general these acts occur in SECRET.
- I don't usually have a chance to CROSSDRESSING, so rarely I can taste that moment, and when I have a chance, I spend much time for it (may be 1 to 2 hours to look myself, grab my boobs, fap fap fap...) but recently, I have many more chance to do it, 5 chances a week, and spent 2hours per 1chance. Finally I found that I wasted time very much just for fapping, I am confused and sad for what I've done. I still FA and got no girlfriend. I wonder if I can stay alone forever with crossdressing for fapping for filling my desire of sex? ( At the present, I even don't like to date with any girl, but I am not gay at all )