Maybe you need to set goals or aspirations. I read your comments but you have not indicated exactly where you are right now and what you are doing. Are you a stay at home dresser? Or do you venture out in the darkness en femme? Is there are drive to go out in the day time? Maybe interacting with others in a social club would be a worthy goal? I have had the opportunity to dress 24/7 for up to 7-10 days. To me it still felt it was just the clothes. I did not feel any pull to totally live my life as a woman. Perhaps that is because I feel very comfortable also being a man. If you were able to emulate a woman for an extent period of time 24/7, maybe you'd be able to see if there is a next step.