Recently ,in conversations with my ex wife , she asked why i didnt tell her that i was into crossdressing .we were married for about 15 years before i told her what i was doing with feminine style clothes . She asked over and over since the time we split up. I told her at the end of our marriage instead of at the beginning . Things really blew up at the end, partly because of my telling her.
I have probably always known that i wanted to crossdress and at times in my life i have i have thought about transition. But for the most part , i have lived as very much a man . Shifting to female when time permits .
Since my divorce , i have really developed my fem side to the point that i go out and have made friends with girlslikeus in real life.
Yesterday i had dinner with a few crossdressing friends .we talked about how much we each have developed our feminine personas over the past few years. Something occured to me about my exwive’s question. Imagine that crossdressing is a packet of seeds .. like tomato seeds , or flower seeds .. this packet of seeds has pretty pictures on the envelope.its manageable. You can keep it like that indefinately ..just the envelope with the seeds rattling around inside forever.. for some thats ok . Its enough.. but curiosity takes over. Now imagine if you plant the seeds and they become something . Maybe plant just one or maybe the whole envelope . Now add water and light .. and see what happens . I kept my envelope hidden away for so long.. as i got older i just had to plant it .. now here i am with a small garden..