I moved back to Oregon two holiday season's ago, (just after Christmas 2015), to a town two hours drive from where my sister and her four kids and their families live. The first Thanksgiving after that, and the first Christmas after that, my sister made a point of eagerly inviting my daughter and I to join her family celebrations, at her home. Last holiday season, my daughter and I were invited to have Thanksgiving dinner at my sister's home, and to spend Christmas Eve at my oldest niece's home, with my sister and her husband and all of their kids. My sister's 4 kids are all adults, and the oldest niece had twins last year - my sister's first grandchildren. I attended all of these events presenting as a male, though my nails were done, and by the second season my ears were pierced. Both years, we spent Christmas Day with my two step-sisters (the sisters of my late wife) and their families, and stayed at the home of one of those step-sisters for the two Christmas visit nights that we were in their town.
I found out in May of this year (2017), from my eldest niece, that roughly at Thanksgiving in 2016, my sister had found my 'Ceera' Facebook page, and found out I was transgender and bi, and that before last Christmas she had told the rest of her side of my family (her husband and her kids) in her town. That had been why Christmas was at my niece's home, and not my sister's. Because my not-accepting brother in law no longer wanted to allow me to visit my sister's and his home, or to even speak to me. Yet Christmas had gone well, though her husband barely acknowledged my presence. Everyone else had been pretty much normal to me. The two step sisters still don't know, because my sister and her family have never really been in contact with my wife's relatives.
When my oldest niece told me that the family knew, she assured me that she and her sisters and brother and their spouses were all cool with it, and that I was welcome in their homes, as my male or female presentations. She said my sister was still coming to grips with it but would likely accept eventually, and that my brother in law flat out did not accept me. (Well, he and I never have liked each other anyway.) My oldest niece and her husband subsequently brought their twin newborn daughters to my home for a visit, along with both of my other nieces and one niece's husband. My sister and I have talked it over via e-mail, and she is slowly coming to accept it, but not quite ready to see me as a woman. She confirmed that her husband now wants nothing to do with me, and has banned me from their home. She says that while she loves me unconditionally and wants me to be happy, she can't change her husband's mind.
Well, this year, there was no invitation to join them for Thanksgiving dinner. Not a word, from anyone, either inviting me or even politely informing me of their plans. I assume it is being held at my sister's home. My brother in law loves to cook and to put on a good feed, and they have a bigger kitchen than any of my nieces have.
My daughter and I are dining alone tonight. We'll enjoy a nice meal together, and probably watch a movie on DVD.
Wondering what Christmas will be like...