I posted this on another TS forum, but I would like the opinion here of other TS individuals...
Good morning girls,
My mother and father had a discussion in regards to my transistioning, and SRS, and
interesting enough my mom is much more supportive than my father... it will come around
eventually though... if not, oh well... they can not rule my life any more. Besides the "how
do you know you will be happy?" question my father is fixated on "the surgery". He is still
convinced that since I have a "small penis" vs my contention that I have a "enlarged clit"
since I did have a vaginal opening when I was born, that I am a boy. (BTW if you want to
see what surgery as a baby left me as, check out the metoidioplasty pictures on REEDs
FTM SRS page, that is rather close (length, etc), except I have trouble "standing to void").
I have people who know me asking all the time when I will have "the operation", including
my Spanish Teacher who used to live in Trinidad, i.e. sex change capital of the world. I tell
then all the time that SRS is not a priority and that my identity is not wrapped up in
whether I have a "penis or a vagina," but in my expression in who I am inside my self. If I
am comfortable in myself then there is no reason to be embarassed about who I am any
way.
I read about many people who are TS who "hate" their male parts, and for some reason I
can not relate to that. I believe it is because my tiny male parts (or IMO large female part),
is not linked to sexual function. From day 1 I am not required to take high doses of
hormones anyway so all the things about getting SRS to lesson the need for hormones is
not there (my body produces no normal testosterone (or estrogen) except the small
amount produced by the adrenal glands, my levels are about that of a natal female. I
almost speculate that the difference is that because I am part female anyway, and because
I am not so concerned of marriage and sex right now it is not so important on my mind.
So here is the question... is the need for SRS a classical transexual priority vs someone
who is IS, or is it just my own mind because of Kallmann's?
Mandy
Thanks again... :cheeky: