I've been seriously thinking about transitioning. Evaluating all the pros and cons.
At the same time, always checking all the different threads in this web and I took me to watch my older pictures and I realize that I'd evolved a lot. At the beginning, it was just panties (talking about my adult stages of cding) of course pics of that, then one day I add, a bra, then lingerie, more pics. One day I have the intense desire to do a whole transformation and bought a wig on Halloween season from Wal-Mart and try some make up from wife plus the whole set of a mini skirt and small edges from my wife just to see myself more complete. One day I had the guts and went to Ross and try shoes and I left the place with a pair of beige pumps (I lost it in one of the purge).
So I start thinking about my feelings on transition and I discover that, I don't know yet for how long it's been, when did this start, but I'm transitioning.
I feel every day new sensations, dreams as a woman could feel, just go to windows shopping and enjoy dresses. I'm not in hormones but may be when you're getting older the testosterone begins to diminish and it makes me feel more feminine, I don't know .
Is this not called for some here a journey? I don't want to go to technical or scientific definitions because I'm reading a book that someone recommend about transsexuals and transgender, a scientific vision, but is not the same? if you could, would you go all the way to the closest you can to be a woman and live like one?
At least I've been paying attention to the "transition" of several here. Always improving make up, other losing weight, some like me, letting hair grow, but in essence always improving your feminine presentation and the most important thing adventuring to go out and in a sense live some hours, others a whole day, others traveling in woman's mode.
My rhetoric question is not that transitioning?
What is your experience? what stage of this "transition" are you?