So I've recently started dressing up and it feels really exciting, but also weird at same time. I say 'weird' because while in the process I keep telling my self "what the HECK are you doing??' but I just persist. I feel like I'm hypnotized... makeup suddenly interests me, I like girly clothing, etc. I mean, this sensation to want to be a girl wasn't really prevalent most of my life, and it just started happening! But if I can pinpoint it, it happened about a year ago when my friend said I'd look like a "pretty girl" if I dressed up as one, and then suggested I'd make a good model for some crossplay. I suppose after that.. well, it just encouraged me to try more... and here I am asking questions about this on a internet forum! Does anyone here that's more experienced understand what I'm talking about? Thanks!