For a long time now my dressing had progressed from not being a sexual thing to actually enjoying the femininity of it all without arousal. I think it's because I have had a lot more time to think about it and come to terms with who I am when I do what I do.
That was until.... Recently I got a couple of new bra's and Panties and some of the old feelings came flooding back.
I was slightly upset as I felt almost like I was invalidating all of the near history of new found femininity towards my dressing and retracted to more adolescent reactions to it.
Having thought more about it though I'm more inclined to think that I just haven't yet had the chance to process correctly a normal feminine feeling of excitement over new and intimate things such as underwear.
Being I've now progressed to improving my looks with make up and putting together outfits properly I think it was more an emotional reaction to how good they would make me feel wearing them and how pretty I could look in them rather than the old feelings of it being risky and naughty.
I've rambled on a bit but it's a serious thing for me.
Could new items of underwear stir similar emotions for GG's too?
Just my thoughts,
Tammy