Your second post indicates that your naturally effeminate.
To me this would indicate that you don't have 2 or split personalities (which is about as possible as sending pictures over radio waves or on an electrical cable or down a glass pipe).
I would suspect of you have to "try" to be a male, your probably not.
We have many males here who simply don't bother trying to be a male, they are such sweet girls that I tend to feel protective, like I do with my girls, even had one that was included in on all her girl group sleepovers.