I vote you get some breast forms soon. After receiving a tip from Lou, I pruchased my first boobs via Ebay for about $35.00 US delivered. C cup. Also for under $20.oo US found a comfortable pocket bra. I've kept the boobs rapped in the protective "glad wrap" or fac similar wrap and, although attachable, have had no problems wearing the other than an initial adjustment when putting on my bra. I love them! Another step during the creation of "tammy".