I think that it is a common trait that many of us start our crossdressing at a young age. In many cases before puberty sets in. It then continues through puberty and maybe wanes during our twenties to mid thirties only to return again. This seems a common pattern although everyone will differ.
It seems to start with general curiosity in our early years and then develops into a 'fetish' during our teens. When it comes back it is more about the feelings in engenders.
I would be interested to find out when people started and the reasons they think it started. Was it an item of clothing, a desire to be like a girl, jealousy or something else.
Did your crossdressing become more of a fetish during puberty?
Did you have a period when it stopped? If it did why do you think that was?
When it came back was their a trigger such as stress at work, family or something else?
Is the pleasure you get from dressing different know to when you were a child or teenager? How is it different?
I have a theory that I wanted to test and answers here may help.
Katie