Hello everyone. I’m new to the forums and I identify as a male heterosexual crossdresser in my 40s. I’ve always had a feminine side and wanted to dress as a woman, but I’ve never felt uncomfortable having a male body or male gender role in life. However, I’d describe myself as 95% normal guy and 5% girl... but increasingly when I go into girl mode, I have a much stronger desire to be 100% girl, including makeup wig, breastforms, and clothing. I still haven’t gone all the way like that, but doing so is now something that’s important to me.
My question (or fear?): have any of you FTM ladies started out like this, or have you always felt like your brain’s gender didn’t match your physical body? I’ve never experienced that type of Dysphoria, but I’m curious if such a thing can manifest itself later in life.
Thank you,
L