Many here have seen me here for a few years and know my story and how I changed and developed.
I went from a in home CD taking pictures, learning how to perfect my makeup to eventually adventures
in Las Vegas. That lead to going out in my own town on a regular basis as I realized nobody seemed to
care. A tall CD who tried to blend in.
In the past 6 to 8 months I really felt I really wanted to go towards transition, my marriage failed and
so I was going to be on my own for the first time in 35 years. My family was not accepting of my decision and while they said they loved me, I was going this alone.
So I began the process I believed it was what I wanted and needed. I went through counseling and got
my letter to get hormones and I knew this was a really big step. So last week I got my scripts one day
before I was to go on vacation, I decided to wait till I return to take them, why I asked myself.
I was at a crossroads was I not fully committed to this did I go to far. Well it seems so,I have not
taken them and it does not appear I will.
I say all of this to say if your on the fence here when it comes to going fulltime and thinking about
transition just be sure, know it’s really what you want or need to find peace with oneself.
I realized it wasn’t.
Yes I’m working through a lot I don’t know what’s ahead for me.
I hope I haven’t bored you but just felt like sharing in case I can help someone here
Blessings all Rachael