Third counseling session! I dressed for this one! I did my make up first! I selected my girdle as my padded girdle will not stay up! I chose my denim skirt and a sage colored floral top with my silver necklace and a silver bracelet! I wore my black wedges for the first time and took my black purse! It was nice to be dressed for a change(almost two months without!)! I misjudged the time and was a half hour early! I sat in the car until 10 minutes til and then walked into the waiting room! A young lady with a young boy left and they smiled and she said hi! She knew by the voice I was not female! She smiled anyway!
I took her a picture of my family which included my wife. She wished to see a picture of my wife because we had discussed her and that I was married to her for 34+ years without dressing! I showed her a picture from my MAC adventure and she said that I did my make up better! (Could have said to boost my confidence!) We discussed the thing with the necklaces-can wear the gold one in male mode and not the silver one! She is going to let me work this one out! She suggested fear but then said no, you came here dressed! It isn't fear of dressing! I am going to wear the gold one for awhile and see if further along I can substitute the silver one! Discussed the lose of interest and there I was dressed! We discussed the clothes and thrift stores and sales and getting bargains! We discussed forms and hip pads and how expensive! Fifty minutes just flies by!
I drove home still dressed! I went in the house and handed my daughter my MAC photo and asked her which make up looks the best and she said mine and she would be brutally honest if need be! She said I looked like an older lady! I asked her how old and she said older but younger than me because of the wig!
No pictures this time but maybe next!
Hugs Lana Mae