Was so afraid many years ago for a long time. When my marriage ended for other reasons it released me from so many other things that were keeping me in a prison. The ex thought I would run after her, I didn't. I went on my merry way and started to enjoy life from a whole new perspective and reinvented myself. Was totally honest with any woman who became interested in me and after a few ewe's, one actually became more interested, and encouraged me. These days I am the wife in our relationship. The children said it didn't matter to them. They were glad to see me happy because they said I wasn't happy with their mother. These days I seem them on a regular basis. Those who go ewe, I just don't have time to worry about them. They don't have a vote. Besides I buy my own nylons, heels and other stuff. So best as one can figure it's my business.
