I'm finding that there is a limit to how far I take my overall appearance now. It seems to be the point where I am getting close to not being able to see the mannequin underneath. I can no longer change my hair to black or even wear black eyeliner (I binned them), they're not my basic colour. I've even been keeping my nails coated in nude tones (or white), and I feel the need/compulsion to keep to my natural fair tone (a little basic tanning cream).
I have always maintained my natural body shape whilst dressing as well, was quite happy without curves . But my body shape has recently changed somewhat due to diet and my Femme exercise programme, and I am becoming increasingly aware of not losing the basic natural body shape, whilst altering it.
So to confuse myself even more I have come to some conclusion that I want without doubt to look like a beautiful woman, yet to present as that beautiful woman I need more to cover the mannequin beneath, and change it's shape!
Not sure if I'm just scared of losing who I am whilst becoming who I was?
Now I'm more confused!
Stacy!
Does anyone else who can understand this feel similar?