I have come far on my fem journey. From trying on my first fem item at age 50, to now, in my 70's. Last Friday nite I was able to create and live the illusion of being a 20/30's female at a kinky, costume ball that was populated by folks actually that age! So remarkable to be treated and accepted as one of them!
When I began dressing, I wanted so badly to become a female. But, not just a woman, a pretty woman. I've always been able to imitate women's figures. But, with a homely, old man's face.
Then, I discovered masks! And, suddenly I became my fantasy woman! In my mirror and pics, at least.
That was until I was featured in documentary about men who dress in women's fetish clothing and wear masks. This led to TV appearances and a recent doc about me. But, all of that was about me being a strange old man in a mask and silicone suit. It was flattering but they didn't want to hear about or discuss what I really am. An old CD trying to look like a pretty woman!
But, there HAVE been moments when I've gotten to live out my fantasy of being that pretty young woman.
I did a spot on a short, goofy, TV show as their guest host. Replacing their usual pretty, female host. During that entire experience the cast and crew treated me like every other actor on the show. Not as some weirdo. This was followed 2 years later by that show's creator and star featuring me as the fem fatal in his music video! (I didn't have to speak!) Where again everyone treated me as if I were a female actor. It was simply amazing!
It also felt exciting to take photos as Lora Croft when we visited Angkor Wat awhile back. I changed, took photos, then changed back while dodging the site's guards!
Back to this Friday nite. I went to a big Valentine costume club event in LA with my T friend and 3 young GG's we met at a Halloween event a year ago. They r quite familiar and comfortable with Sherry! But, being masked and wearing my breast prosthesis, everyone at the poorly lit event assumed I was simply another bizarrely and scantily clad young woman! (I haven't seen so many gorgeous, nearly naked, young women since my Cinco de Mayo days in Ensenada!)
The music was so loud, conversation was nearly impossible. So, no one could hear my male voice. I wandered off alone a number of times to experience what being treated as a sexy young woman is like. Of course, I got checked out constantly. Danced with a number of men and a few women. Hit on by a few guys and a couple of GG's. One drunk young woman yelled in my ear how hot my costume looked, then kissed my masked cheek. Another pretty, but lonely looking girl wanted a pic of me. After she took it I offered to take a selfie with her. She was so excited. I kissed her cheek in one of the pics and she freaked! She backed away like I was the devil! She apparently hadn't known I was wearing a mask. Imagine if she found out I was a man!:
20 years ago when I began dressing I never imagined I'd get to experience my fantasy of being a pretty young woman in real life. But, at age 75, I've managed to create an illusion of a young woman well enuff to live the role occasionally! It's so exciting, empowering, and mind boggling there's no way I can describe the feeling!
But, maybe some of u can? I'm sure I'm not alone. Some of you've lived, or r living, the female fantasies you've thot about but never imagined could come true. But, they did! Tell us about them. What did/do u do? And, how did/does it feel?
Mods: I have permission from these people who r all my friends, to post their pic!
At the club.
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Our GG friends who went with me and my T friend to the event. Pretty aren't they? That's another story: How we met them out at a Halloween event. They r a lot fun to be around. They drink like fish! Everyone my age r liteweights! My T friend has dated them. But, they r way too young for me!
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Took this pic after we got home at 3 AM!
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