Hey all,
From very early in my CD evolution presenting as female in public has always formed a great part of my thoughts.
Fast forward a few years and I'm now in a position where I feel my 'look' will be enough to allow me to experience this I hope.
I still can't put my finger on the driver for wanting to do this as I get opportunity (albeit not as often as I would like) to dress at home.
I can only say two things on this.
Firstly it is as though I must? As though I have to to fully appreciate what my CD'ING is all about, completing a transformation and experiencing day to day life, as close as possible for a GG for just a while.
Secondly that over the last few months especially I have come to reason with myself that why shouldn't I?
It's always been inside of me and I feel I've come such a long way with all areas of my transformation look and style.
This opportunity will present itself in a few weeks. I have in my head what I want to do and where I want to go. Daytime, shopping area, few GG essential purchases to make the experience all the more authentic. I want to stop for a coffee somewhere and then, as in a flash, it will all be over.
For all my positivity above sometimes at night I start to worry/panic. It passes but I do. I so want to enjoy this and am ready to I just don't want to spoil it by worrying about things that might never happen.
I will be fine, I know I will and if I don't go this time there will be another.
Vs
So what if it's not fine you better do it as there will never be another opportunity as you will always chicken out.
Tammy