Few months back I decided to purge the desire to dressed. I was so ready to buried the desire forever. I was about to forget my dressing need completely but from last few days it came back hard. I cannot control myself. I did not want to but I made a trip to shoes store to try some women shoes. The urge is so high that I am thinking to go for pedicure too. One side of me says not to do that and One side of me is pulling me to the other direction. I am meeting someone next week and my girl side is telling me to wear girl shoes on my male jeans and go to meet her.