I am going through a purge, but it is not at all like some of you may think! I have been on HRT for four months and my spirit and body is going through a remarkable transition that I would have not thought possible at my age.
I began by throwing out all my silicone breastforms, and ended with also throwing out all my cross dressing padded shape wear. My breasts have grown to the point where I wear a simple unlined bra with the addition of a small woman's enhancer pad to protect them from any accidental contact. They are really sensitive to the touch! I see my skin has softened and my cheeks,hips, and butt are filling out a bit. I do wear female padded panties for some enhancement when I wear skinny jeans, but not with skirts or dresses. I have an acceptable female figure, and find myself passing more and more, as long as I do not open my mouth.
The deeper change is that I am no longer interested in duplicating some ideal female figure, and accept and love my body just the way it is now. When I considered going full time I wondered how I could wear all that silicone and padding for the rest of my life. I was willing to try, the answer turned out to be beyond any expectation: I just don't need that stuff at all! It has been so freeing and confirming to me that I am on the right path.
So I am curious if any of you have experienced the early stages of HRT as such a positive, life changing experience?