I survived a serious cancer at a young age and a major heart attack later on in life.That has put me in the mindset of i I deserve to do whatever i want to do and whatever make me happy.
Me crossdressing make me happy for a while then i hate myself for it sayin its no right i should be doing thi etc.then i purge.A little while later i get the urge again and tell myself its ok Iam hurting no one i quit hiding my heels they are out in the open for everyone to see.Then i will start thing I should be doing this and start the cycle all over again.
so whats a good way to come to terms and accept your other side?
And break the vicious cycle?
